I feel so beautiful!!

I know that sounds conceited {It's not, I swear} , but I think all the girls reading this know what I mean.

I'm going to the Valentine's Day banquet tonight and I just got all my makeup and hair done and I feel gorgeous!! 

I'll post pix later of what I look like in my dress and heels all that, but this is my hair and makeup :)

I set my hair in pin curls last night and did this hairstyle this morning. If you want a tutorial on it, lemme know!! :) It's very chic/retro

Day 8: Write a letter to someone who's changed your life

Dear Megan,

I know it's been a while since we talked, and frankly I wanted it that way. But now I kinda regret it...

When we found out you had leukemia and were going to sell Silver, we were very startled. It was a bit out of the blue. But we prayed and talked about it, and told you we'd like to buy Silver, whom I was just leasing before, if you remember. I had a phenomonal connection with her, and wanted to buy, and so we did. And when we were on the way to pick her up and bring her home, you have no idea how much it hurt when Daddy got that text that you had sold her to someone else. I cried for hours and hours, and honestly, I hated you. You weren't honest with us, and you sold my beautiful mare to someone who didn't even know her; didn't know her favorite food was carrots or that she adored having her forehead rubbed. Someone who didn't love her like I did.

But I've forgiven you now. And now that I've forgiven you, I see what a difference you've made in my life, for the better!!

You taught me to never give up. No matter how many times Silver took off with me or refused to jump, you always made me try again. You told me I was too good a rider and too amazing of a person to give up. You showed me how when I have problems, it's always, always my own fault. You taught me to never look down, because where you look is where you're going. You taught me to sit up straight, and hold my head high, because I was an amazing person, and I was going to make it. You taught me to pull my legs back and be vulnerable, so I could give Silver and others a chance to prove themselves. You taught me trust those who have hurt me, and to give second chances. And you showed me soo much more than that.

So even though you hurt me horribly by your dishonesty, and broke my trust, I forgive and am thankful to you. Because you taught me that. You taught me that people make mistakes and I need to learn to love them despite their faults. 

Thank you, Megan.

And I hope to see you in heaven.

Love,

Hannah

R.I.P. Megan Mueller

Day 7: Five things you couldn't possibly live without

{yes'm, it's not day 7, blah blah, you know the rest...}

Let's see. It will be hard to narrow down to five! I love a lot of things....

}1{. Elisa

that's my sis.... she's soo beautiful...

}2{. Music

}3{. Air

As lame as this sounds, it's true.

}4{. My imagination

where would I be without it??? :\

}5{. God

As obvious as it sounds (He gives me life, so I'd literally be dead
without Him..), it's true.. He gives meaning and purpose
to my life, and without that, I probably would've killed myself already...

muahh<3

Day 6: A moment I wish I could relive

Hm. I don't know exactly. I've had soo many great moments, but I don't know which one of them I'd like to relive.

I tend to like to go on with my life, not stay in the past, reliving :)...

But, if i could relive any memory, i would go back to two years ago when I still had Silver (my old, amazing horse) and I was at this horse show where I failed miserably and I hated myself... And I would tell myself that I was ok, and I was still a good rider and to stick my chin up, pull my legs BACK and sit up straight.... and I would tell Silver that I loved her, and I would tell her how much I miss her now, and I would tell her that she's amazing... And I would tell Megan (my trainer who's dead now) thank you for teaching me things no one else could or did and I would tell her that God loved her and could get her through her cancer and I would thank her for being there for me and I would tell her I forgave her for stealing my horse... And I would tell the little girl that rode Silver that she was the luckiest little girl in the whole wide world, and I would tell her she was pretty and smart and important. And then I would come back to myself now and kick my butt and tell myself to act like the strong, amazing person I know I am and stop being an idiot.

That wasn't written very well, but I needed to say all that. I wrote that while I was crying and hating myself. 

I would fix it so it sounds better, but I feel like that would hurt it somehow...

And now I'm signing off :)

Muahh<3

day 5: A favorite quote

{I know, it's not day 5, I'm catching up}

"Do or do not. There is no 'try'" –Yoda from Star Wars

I think that speaks for itself..

And what's a post without a picture?? (:

two of my fave actors {they're from The Secret Life} and
doesn't Shailene look amazing??

Day 4: A favorite tv show

{again, it is not day 4, I'm just trying to catch up}

This one's easy!! 

The Secret Life of The American Teenager.

I love how this show is not just entertainment, but it has actually helped teens!

It's inspired a lot of kids to wait to have sex, and if they do have sex, to always use protection!!

It's about a young 15-year-old girl getting pregnant on accident, and her journey through high school, juggling boyfriends and besties and schoolwork, all while being a teen mom!!

It's quite good!! There's more to it than Amy (the pregnant girl), it also documents the stories of the baby's father and his friend with benefits, Amy's best friends, Amy's boyfriend, a Christian girl and her boyfriend struggling to stay pure, and the parents of all the kids, intertwining the stories beautifully!! 

It will make you laugh and cry and laugh again!!

And every teenager should see it!! At least in my opinion!

Muahh<3

Day 3: A favorite book

{I know it's not day 3, I'm catching up cuz I was gone on a retreat this weekend}

Hello<3

I'm not gonna do the obvious–Narnia or Anne... Cuz that's not very creative...

Omy, fav book. That's hard! 

Well, I'm gonna have to go with Little Lord Fauntleroy by Frances Hodgson Bernett. 

The reason I pick this book is because it legitimately made an empact on my life! One of my goals is to help people like Cedric did in this book... I want to be so innocently loving that I always see the best in people no matter what, and treat others perfectly as I would want to be treated! I'm nowhere near that accomplishing that goal yet, but Jesus and I are working on that (:

I think everyone should read this book!!! (:

Muahh<3

Day 2: A favorite movie

Hey you (;

Ok, so I know EVERYONE is gonna be rolling their eyes and saying, "Well that's easy. It's either a Narnia movie or it's an Anne movie."

Well, I was GONNA do one of those two, and then I realized that's not very enlightening. Everyone and their step brother's third ferret knows I love Narnia and Anne.

So I'm gonna choose another movie.

I would sooo kill for those eyes <3

It's sooo romantic and sweet!!!!

DUH it's romantic!! It's set in Italy, with Amanda Seyfried, the most romantic looking actress on the planet, the "prince charming" for Amanda's character (Sophie) is British, and the "prince charming" for Vanessa Redgrave (Claire - love that name) is Italian!!!! 

You MUST see it!!

It's not sickeningly sweet or lame either!! When I say "romantic" I don't mean the generic romance. It doesn't have love and all that, but the scenery and the clothes and the characters are romantic in themselves!! 

Just–just–go watch it. NOW!!!!!!!

muahh<3

Day 1: A favorite song

Ok so I found a 28 day challenge on Jocee's blog for February!! Get it, 28 days in February? Haha obvious. But ACTUALLY this year, there's 29!!! (my sister's birthday is February 29th!!! *crowds cheer*)




So the first day I will give you guys a favorite song. Which is like saying what my favorite part of air is... I seriously don't know. Music is like air to me, just as important and vital... But I love music a LOOOT more xP...

I guess I'll have to go with Long Live by Taylor Swift for 3 reasons: it's gorgeous, it inspires me, and I'm doing a rewrite of it right now (I wanna cover it on one of my albums)... 

I'll post a link to the rewrite once I'm done, if I ever will be xP...

Have a LOVELY day!!!!!!!

muahhhhxo

cuz who doesn't like staring a Narnia photo of Aslan and Edmund???

I believe in fairytales

Now, when you see this post on your dashboard, you will probably suppose I am talking about believing in true love. Actually, that's not true. I mean, I DO believe in true love, but that's not what this post is about.

First off, I'll give you a summary of what a fairytale usually entails, more or less. An evil power invades a kingdom or castle and takes it over, treating it's inhabitants badly. The evil being/force/whatever captures a beautiful princess/woman a handsome, noble, good prince loves (or in the case of beauty and the beast, other way around)... The noble prince rides off to save the day, slaughters or defeats the evil power/being and saves the princess, usually risking his life or sometimes dying for his love (getting raised from the brink of death by his princess of course). The kingdom or fortress is saved and becomes a beautiful, kind place where everyone loves each other, and they all live happily ever after.

Now, what does this sound like to you?


Not sure what I'm getting at? Here, I'll give you a hint...

I'm going to tell you another fairytale, only it's true. There once was a beautiful place that, by a series of unfortunate events, got evaded by an evil being and power. It turned everything ugly and everyone was unhappy. Then it captured the Prince's special bride and deceived her. The Prince rode in on a colt and saved the day by dying for the princess. Then He was raised from the dead and eventually completely defeated the evil dragon and the kingdom became a beautiful place where everyone loved each other and they all lived happily ever after.

Muahh<3

My dream last night

Ok, so last night I had a dream I was married to Ian Harding (that's a different story) and I had a little girl named Butterfly Elisa. Weird, huh? Especially since that's not a name of any of the kids I planned for myself.

I imagined her with huge dark blue eyes and curly brown hair, with tan skin and freckles!! She was quiet and shy and sweet, and made everyone happy to be around her. Here's a pic of what she sorta looked like:

her hair looked like that

her eyes and face were a bit like that

her eyes were like that




And then suddenly she grew up and looked like this -

but with a thinner face...





Isn't that weird?? Maybe it's a sign...


And if you're wondering what I was talking about when I said her dad was Ian Harding, here's a pic of him -

It's weird, idk why him, I don't really like him that much. I like his character on Pretty Little Liars, and the whole Ezria (Ezra/Aria) relationship, but I'm not crushing on him or anything.

The whole thing is weird.

But Butterfly is beautiful!!

Should I add her to my list of future kids?

ronan parke - CHECK THIS OUT

omw you HAVE to check this kid out, and watch it all the way through, the end's the best part!! - 

and if the audio isn't good enough to hear his singing (although you've GOT to see what he does at the end, so watch that above), here is one where you can hear his incredible voice - 

he has stolen my heart!!!!!

Ronan Parke is really an inspiration to me!! i love how he's sooo sweet and innocent, he's kept that, and yet so mature and talented!! and he's beaten sooo many odds! he didn't always have this amazing voice, he worked HARD to get to where he is!!

and he's absolutely adorable. 

(btw, he got second place on Britain's Got Talent...

... and he has an album out entitled Ronan Parke. It's suuper good, you should get it!!)