Dear Boyz #4

Dear green eyes,Ok. Ya know what?? I give up. Obviously I'm not important to you, so I'm moving on.xoxo,me


Dear 8,Just for the record, just because I said I'd like to watch a movie with you DOES NOT mean it's a date.I just friend-zoned you,sorry, but my heart is taken

Dear wizzle,La.. dee-da..<3,the invisible girl

Dear SB,So, um what now??? Just decide to disappear??? So you really liked my sister all along. You're a jerk. I strongly dislike you. And I hope karma frowns on you.Dislike,"boo"

Dear Pilot,Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy!!.. Hey Pilot, I know looks can be deceiving, but I know I saw a lot in you... Please don't forget to pick me up someday!!... You came into my life, I miss you so bad, I miss you so, so bad...Forget me not,Possible-copilot?

Dear Deaf James Dean,I seriously think we were destined to be together. I'm even learning sign language!!!!!I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U,A hearie fan

Dear you,I miss you. A lot. A lot more than I thought I did.Stay Beautiful,me

I am sosososososSOO sorry!!!!!

I know, I know, I knoww. I haven't posted anything in ages upon ages!! No I haven't died, in case anyone was wondering :P.. My excuse?? Well, remember that move I told you about?! Well thats my excuse!! Packing, driving from Cali to GA, moving into my bros house and then a hotel and then another one. And then my Grandma had a heart attack and a blood clot (please pray for her) and so we drove up to MI to take care of her (which we are currently doing) etc etc blah blah blah. Lol my crazy life!!! I haven't been on The Earth Diet either cuz I can't cook in the hotel room ); it's been awful!! But we finally bought a house, so when we get home from this trip and settled in, I should be able to eat healthy again (: ....




Anyways, I will try to get back to posting again in a week or two, just as soon as we get settled in (; ... I love you all sooo very much, and adore how patient and loyal you have been!!!...



Lots of hugs and kisses!!! Muahh xo.

TO ORLA

Hi honey...

Btw, yes, I have one cover. It's on this blog, two posts down... I plan on adding more later... My videos aren't public on youtube, so if you go to my channel, nothing shows up, so you'll have to just watch for videos on here for the time being (:

Yah, this is weird, but for some reason I can't comment :\

Have a lovely day!

Muahh<3

~HKxo

Update and Apology

I know, I know!! 

I told you I'd get you a fashion post.

But I got sooo busy!

I know, that's no excuse :\

I'll try to get it to you tomorrow!!!

And request of Ellie, I will be working on a few more covers...

So you all very soon!!!!!

Muahh<3

His Name Cover by MEEE xD

His Name by He is We

Muahh<3

Day 29: A surprise!!!

Ok, wow, that's over!!

And I promised day 29 of the February challenge would be a surprise.. {yes, I know, it's the 2nd of March, sorry that I didn't get to this yesterday :\}

I'm going to sing!!

AND do a fashion post!!!

All three of these will be basically me putting my feet in the water, trying out new things.

Let me know what you think!!

Day 28: Your hopes, dreams, and plans for the nest 365 days

{still behind, but almost over!!}

Hopes:

I hope to stay close with my friends here in Cali (I'm moving to Georgia).

I hope to stay happy no matter what happens.

I hope to be sunshine in others lives.

I hope to perfect my RP accent.

I hope SB goes to college in Georgia. Cuz that would be just epic.

I hope to finish Spanish 2.

Dreams:

I dream of becoming a singer.

I dream of living close to my best friends and seeing them everyday.

I dream of perfecting guitar.

I dream of finishing my album this year.

I dream of knowing Italian and French.

Plans:

I plan to gain weight. A lot.

I plan to finish Sophomore year.

I plan to make new friends.

I plan to write more music.

I plan to be happy.

We'll see what happens.

Muahh<3

Day 27: A physical feature you love

{Please forgive me!!!!}

I'd have to say my favorite features are eyes and hands!!! But I'll talk about eyes today...

They're so beautiful! The first thing I notice when see a person is their eyes, and judge their looks accordingly. It drives my sister crazy, because sometimes I'll say someone's gorgeous, and they'll be super ugly, but have great eyes!! Haha...

My favorite colors of eyes are:

Emerald Green

They're soo beautiful!! Quite rare also...

Violet

I looove violet eyes!!! I never see anyone with them, but Elizabeth Taylor ROCKED them (:

Gray

ahhh. *falls over dead*

Of course, my first love of gray eyes was from Anne of Green Gables, but now I just love them! Period!!

Muahh<3

Day 26: A childhood memory

{I know, I know, February's over.. But I'm still gonna try to finish this!!}

Side note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!! 

Anyways...

A childhood memory...

Well, my first memory is this:

I climbed out of my crib in the middle of the night. I walked over to the bathroom, which was right off my room and then connected to the spare room as well. Standing on my tiptoes in front of the counter, I held onto the counter and stretched up, trying to see myself. All I could see was the top of my head though...

And that is my first memory!!

Random, huh?

Muahh<3

Day 25: A recipe

{yes, i know it's extremely lame that it's actually March 2, and I'm doing day 25. Sorry :\}

Here's my Grandma's famous, amazing, best-you'll-ever-have cookie recipe!!!!!!!!

Banana Chocolate Chip Cookies

3/4 cup shortening
1 cup sugar
1 egg
1 cup mashed banana
3/4 cup oatmeal
nuts
1 bag chocolate chips
1 1/2 cup flour
1 teaspoon salt
3/4 teaspoon cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon nutmeg
1/4 teaspoon vailla




Mix the shortening, sugar, banana, vanilla, and egg well until blended smooth. Then add chocolate chips, flour, oatmeal, salt, baking soda, nutmeg, and nuts and mix. Roll into balls and place on ungreased cookie sheet. Put them in the oven at 400º F for about 15 minutes. Take out and enjoy!!

Or, for a special summer treat, stick them in the freezer. Sounds weird, but it's amazing!!!




Muahh<3

Day 24: A book no one would expect you to love

{yay! I'm not as far behind..}

Ok, I must make a confession. This was supposed to be "A movie no one would expect you to love", but I had to change it to book, cuz I though of something great :)

I looooooooove Winnie the Pooh (the original book)!!!!!!!! It's amazing!!!

And not just cuz of nice memories of my childhood and all. No. I literally love this book as a book in itself!!

It's literary genius!!

The way he writes and depicts things is absolutely suberb!!! 

And now I probably made myself look like an idiot.

Oh well.

I still loooove Winne the Pooh!!! :D

Muahh<3

Day 23: A way in which you want to be remembered

{btw, the reason I'm so behind is because I had my wisdom teeth removed..}

I want to be remembered as classy.

I want to have the kind of poise to rise above any situation and make the best of it.

 I want to have the kind of grace to take what life gives me with a smile on my face. 

I want to be remembered as someone who helped people. 

I want make people smile everday.

I want to inspire others to be better people.

I want to be remembered as someone who changed things.

Because those who are crazy enough to think they can change the world:

Are the ones who DO.

And have I mentioned I'm CRAZY????? :P

Muahh<3

Day 22: A website

{yah, maybe I should}

The person I stole this whole "28 days of February" thing from already took my favorite website - Noteflight!!

So I think I'll chose.... Google!!!!!

Google is amazing. Not only can you search and find out anything under the sun, but you can find any picture, any person, any blog, any book, any video, etc etc etc...

I love Google!!

That was lame, but I'm in a hurry.. Sorry :\

Muahh<3

Day 21: Something you know you do differently than most people

{should I stop doing this?}

Let's see. Everything!! HAHA... I actually don't know if some of the stuff I do others do, but let's see....

1. I invent cool things while in the shower

2. I read magazines backwards. Or from the middle to the back and then the front.

3. I make this weird face special to me. I purse my lips together and to the side, and then lift my eyebrows and look up and to the side.

it doesn't look quite as ugly as that...

Yaya!! A terrible webcam pic I just took!!



There are many more weird things I do, but since I am in a hurry to get these all done before March, I will stop now :)...



Muahh<3

Day 20: A hobby of yours

{smile}

So, let's see... As I cannot narrow it down to one, I will add several :)...

Writing

Reading

Singing

Kissing

Riding

Drawing

Ice-skating

Muahh<3

Day 19: A talent of yours

{I'm sorry for being so behind, please forgive me}

A talent I have... Hmm... That's hard to say, because I am a perfectionist and never feel like anything I do or make or write is good enough!!

But I'd have to say writing song lyrics would be a talent of mine..

Here are the lyrics to a song I wrote entitled "Good Enough".. 

I just want you to love me

But you can’t see past my flaws

You say you're trying your hardest

But I don’t see you trying at all

I wanna feel alive

I wanna feel free

After all, isn’t this my life?

I have the right to be anyone I want to be

Nothing is ever good enough

I can’t live up to your expectations

I’m so tired of this plastic bubble

I have no desire to be an imitation

In your eyes I can do nothing right

(pickup: But now) I see those words are all a bluff

I’m ready to break out tonight

Baby, tell me, what is "good enough"?

I know I'm really not wanted here

But I have nowhere else to run

I wish that there was someplace I'm wanted

But all I have are places to run from

I wanna feel alive

I wanna feel free

After all, this is my life

I have the right to be anyone I want to be

Nothing is ever good enough

I can’t live up to your expectations

I’m so tired of this plastic bubble

I have no desire to be an imitation

In your eyes I can do nothing right

(pickup: But now) I see those words are all a bluff

I’m gonna break out tonight

And be "good enough"

I will stand on my feet

Even if it means standing alone

I will fight my way free

Even if it means tearing you down

Nothing is ever good enough

I can’t live up to your expectations

I’m so tired of this plastic bubble

I have no desire to be an imitation

In your eyes I can do nothing right

(pickup: But now) I see those words are all a bluff

I’m gonna break out tonight

Baby, tell me, what is "good enough"?

Me. I am good enough.

Muahh<3

Day 18: A time when I felt passionate and alive

{>whistles softly while staring at the ceiling<}

Ok, well, for this post, I'm going to have to copy and paste an old blog post from my old blog here (:

"OK, so one day when I was riding, I had an experience with God.

I couldn't get over this jump. I was stressing, Silver was stressing, and Megan (my trainer) was stressing. The lesson wasn't going well. The jump was SUPER easy too..... I was just too stressed.

Out of options, I decided to try to imagine that God was riding behind me and had His arms around my waist. Personally I believe He was. And then also I sang the chorus of By Your Side. Here it is -

I'll be by your side, whenever you fall
In the dead of night, whenever you call
Please don't fight, these hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you


You know what's funny?? It wasn't even my fave song at the time. The lyrics were just perfect for the moment. And guess what?!? I got over the jump!

I can't really explain the feeling it gave me, too personal and indescribable for words, It was amazing! I could feel His presence.

That gave me SUCH a high!!! :)"

Muahh<3

Day 17: An art piece

{I'm behind, what's new?}

So, let's see. I'm guessing "An Art Piece" is referring to my favorite art piece.

Now, usually I don't like modern art, but this is so awesome and symbolic, I have to say it's my favorite... It's literally like the only modern art piece I like though :P

Muahh<3

Day 16: A song that makes me cry and/or laugh

{guess what everybody!! I'm behind!! As usual!! -_-}

Ok, let's see.. A song that makes me cry..

Um, well, I can't really narrow it down, I'll just post a few (:

And now songs that make me smile :)

And now, a song that makes me both laugh and cry {and therefore is my favorite}!!!!!

Muahh<3

Day 15: A person you admire

{yada yada yada}

Taylor Swift.

Who else could I choose??

When no one else was there, Taylor Swift and her music were there for me (:

The way she makes people act nicer as soon as she walks in the room. The innocent way she giggles. The way she is so graceful and elegant. The way she never changes herself for anyone else. The way she is honest about embarassing things. The way she stands up for herself. The way she gapes whenever she wins an award. The way she stays fearless in love no matter how many mean boys break her heart. The way she never seems to care about herself, only others. The way she does everything with innocent charm. The way she looks at you out of the corner of her eye. The way she makes people smile and laugh every day. The way she instills hope in girls minds, shows them that life is worth living, and this too shall pass. The way she is always good to people. The way she names her cat, after Meredith Grey on Grey's Anatomy. The way she never considers herself above anyone else. The way she makes every individual in the room feel special. The way she picks herself up after a mistake or embarassment with much poise. The way she forgives others who have done her wrong. The way she is fearless.

I could go on and on...

I hope someday to be able to not only create magical music like she does, but be able to help people, and make this world a better place..

Muahh<3

Day 14: A vacation you would like to take

{>whistling softly<}

So, I'm not gonna say Narnia, because unfortunately, as far as we know it's not real... );

So, so I am going to say I want to take a tour of Europe!!

My two best friends: my sister and a guy named, well, I'll call him SB, are planning to go together to Europe (:... Like the summer before I go to college at King's College (in London), maybe...

Necessary Destinations:

Paris, France

Rome, Italy

Venice, Italy

Ireland (lol just in general)

Stonehenge, Wiltshire, England

London, England

And many others....

Muahh<3 

Day 13: A guilty pleasure

{Yes, yes, yes, I know. I'm terribly behind, and I beg your forgiveness}

Ok, let's see.. A guilty pleasure of mine would beeeeee *drum roll*: potato chips!!!!

my fav chip (:

I know they're awful for me, but I just......love them......

mmmm ...




Muahh<3

Yaya!! I tagged myself!!

Haha, this is kinda lame, but Orla, one of the people I tagged on "11 Odd, 11 Questions, 11 Answers"...  And I liked her questions, so I stealed them and I'm gonna answer them (:

{1} Describe yourself in 5 words.

Crazy. Dreamer. Artistic. Imaginative. Lovely. 

{2} Favourite colour combination?

peach and forest green (:

{3} What would be your favourite part of having a relationship?

Well, I am guessing this is referring to a good, healthy relationship. I think the best part is knowing there is someone in this planet who loves you and respects you and will be there for you no matter what. That you're not alone.

{4} Do you walk around home in your bare feet?

Definately!! I HATE socks!!!!! (:

{5} Biggest pet peeve?

Hearing people pop their joints ...

{6} Is there a phase you went through in your younger teen years that you now regret?

Yah!! The phase where I hated myself and thought everyone else did as well...

{7} What would you name a boy? And a girl?

Austin William or Tyler Danny... Taylor Anne or Savannah Starr or Butterfly Elisa or Ariana Selena :P

they almost look like they could be Austin, Butterfly, and
Tyler!!

{8} What is your worst habit? 

Talking too loudly.. I have bad hearing and so sometimes I can't hear my own voice well and I talk super loud :\..

{9} Soup or salad?

Both!!! But if I had choice, I'd say soup (:

{10} Where are you right now while answering these questions? Describe your surroundings.

My living room. I'm sitting on a tan, rustic looking couch, to the right is my sister sitting on one of the two chocolate brown lazyboys, and then behind her is our dining table, and the kitchen.. To my left is a huge built-in bookcase that takes up the whole wall, with a tv in the center. My feet are resting on a coffee table that has many rustic red decorations (my mom is into rustic stuff).. Further forward than the coffee table is the front door, and to the right is the stairs to downstairs and futher over the door to the garage and laundry room. Then to the front and left is the doorway into our office.

sorry, they're terrible pictures, but I tried to take them with my webcam (photobooth)...

{11} What was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you/ done for you?

Someone once told me my hair looked like Taylor Swift's.. That was a lie, but seriously that was sweet!!!! 

Muahh<3

Day 12: A song you want played at your wedding

{I know, I know, I know, I'm bad at keeping this up}

A song I want played at my wedding. Hmmm.... Well, I have several....

What Are Words by Chris Medina

Love Story by Taylor Swift

Oh My My My by Taylor Swift

Muahh<3

Day 11: A photo taken of you recently

{I think you know what I'm going to say here as well as I do, so we'll all not say it.}